Hey y'all, its thanksgiving and well, I hope you all had a good one.Yesterday (and today) I was thinking about a girl. Actually I was thinking about a lot of girls. Pretty much trying to recall all the girls I have liked, or thought I liked in the past 4, 5, 6 years. I was thinking about writing a short story with several elements from each girl in it, but then I just started to think about the real woman of my life, yes my secret girlfriend. No, I mean, my future wife. And wonder what amount of time I have wasted thinking about girls and daydreaming about how I would rescue them, or what our first date would be like, or crap like that. I was thinking about how patient I have gotten since my senior year in high school but yet how at times I get so frustrated. And it isn't that I get frustrated with the girls all the time (most of the time, but not ALL of the time), but how frustrated I get with myself. I mean, if I truly trusted God and had real patience I would never get this frustrated. It wasn't some monumental moment in my life but I hope that it sticks with me.
Also, last night I thought I got my CDs stolen from my dad's truck, and I was bummed. If you know me at all you know how much I love my music, hence also my CDs. So I was REALLY bummed. There are CDs in that case that you can't find anywhere anymore. Anyway, as I was driving around looking for them (downtown, yeah I am crazy) I started to think how much I valued material stuff. Stuff that COULD be replaced, and I just don't want to be in to that materialistic mentality. So I gave up on the CDs a started home. Then I found them WAY under the seat. Again, not a huge moment in my life but one that I hope I remember down the road of life. Well, thats it, check out the "new" poem up at life after Vis.