I took a walk this evening after doing homework in the library, listening to Jimmy Eat World's "Clarity." It was beautiful. I started thinking about my future wife, and how wonderful it would be to be walking with her this very night. I get frustrated sometimes about not having "the one" yet. I felt ready to get married sometime early in high school, and here I am without even a single date under my belt. Its ok though, this isn't a pity blog, it gets better. God, my shield, has given me the amazing strength to be patient in times like these. I trust in God's Word that when it says God will grant the desires of my heart, He will but rather in His timing, not mine. My brothers and sisters have encouraged me in assuring me that my future wife will be an amazing woman. According to them she will be amazingly deep in all facets of her life, a godly woman, a woman of the Holy Spirit, and a woman who loves me for me. And I believe them. Recently I have been wondering about the gift that no one wants, yup, celebecy. I have peace that if that is the gift God grants me by His grace, I will accept and adorn it with pleasure. If God calls me to this, I have faith that He will give me the companionship I need and the peace to make it through to the finish line. It has been a blessing to be single and patient, it has given me the opportunity to be an encouragment to others and has granted me time to get my act together. God is amazing. I pray that my life and His will are inseprable, I pray that this encourages you, amen. Sleep with the stars and find your peace in the arms of God. Vis.