As late as it is, I am up because a) I was talking with a relatively new friend of mine online and b) I was writing a letter to my future wife. If you have never heard of the concept, let me explain. In a book entitled, "When God Writes Your Love Story" by Eric and Lisa Ludy, they explain that writing letters to your future spouse is a good way to express how you have loved them even before meeting them. So I have written several letters to her. I write them whenever I get inspired I suppose. So the night we get married I have two gifts to give her, my letters and my purity. [sidenote that turns into the main point] My purity is so darn important to me, because it is important to God and to her. I can't (can) wait for that night, and not just because of the sex. Sure that will be more than great, but it is SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT!! It is two becoming one. It is as spiritual as it is physical. I mourn for humanity because we have lost sight of that reality. There is more to sex than pleasure. Remember that. My love to you all (sorry if I sounded too preachy).