Sunday, March 23, 2003

I'm feeling quite pensive. I don't know why. I just am feeling uncomfortable around people tonight. Maybe I want to sit in my room and listen to Radiohead all night, whats wrong with that? Days like this, all I have is God and music, thats all that seems to matter. Anyway, new topic. I really don't know how to recieve compliments. People have really been complimenting me lately, and the only appropriate response I can think to say is 'thank you.' But in my heart, I feel like when I say 'thank you' it like I'm saying 'yes, it is all me.' What I would rather have come across is 'thank you God for working in and through me, and praise you for not being done with me.' Anything good you see in me is because of God, and maybe some good parenting. But I do thank those you have edified me, I do appreciate it even if I don't know how exactly to respond. Well, I'll be in my room listening to Radiohead all night, so, peace (and justice) to all.

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