There are two parts about grace, recieving it and giving it. I am good at recieving grace, I've had some practice at it. I need grace to get it through everyday of my life. I need grace to be forgiven from my sin. I need grace to lift my head some days. So I have practice at going to God and asking Him for His grace to pour down upon me. But, there is the matter of giving grace. I can be good at this sometimes, with some people. There are quite a few people that I have a difficult time loving. I never have gotten along with the "popular" crowd, they appear to me to have an arrogant posture to life and others. That doesn't float with me, not at all. But I have this attitude towards them like they are the scum beneath my shoes. God doesn't want my heart to be like this, he wants me to love all of His creatures. Its really hard for me to love people when they don't "prove" to me that they deserve it. Well, I didn't prove myself to Christ before He choose me back in high school, the only thing I proved was that I needed Jesus. So what I need to get through my thick skull is that I need to love everyone for no reason at all but love itself, 'cause thats what Jesus did.

Tomorrow is the junior/senior banquet, I'm going to look hot. On Saturday we're shooting for our second 104 movie, "Gravey's Games." Hopefully it will be funny, I guess we'll see. I think my vacation plans are botched for the sake of saving money, but blast it all, if I get a chance I'm headed to upper New England. If you need an internship this summer ask me about the one in Boston that is totally awesome. Ok, I think that is it for now. you have my love