"I'm not the one, I'm just the Vis." What does that mean? It means that I am nothing more than another human being, a simple vessel of God's grace. Well, hopefully that is what I am doing: being filled by grace and pouring it out. I am realizing and will need to continue to realize that without being poured into I can't pour out anything that is from God. This internship is already proving itself to be more difficult in that area than I expected. I am fairly drained and it is only Monday night. I am feeling partly transparent in this "world" as opposed to being at Trinity where I was known. Not being prideful or anything, but I enjoy affrimation. Maybe being the Vis here isn't possible. Well, I'll just be the Vis in the underground. It's more beautiful that way. peace, be still.