Lyric of the day: "I'll do what I go to, the truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt," from Taking Back Sunday's "The Blue Channel." Those crazy punk rockers. Well, in other news, I was reminiscing about an old flame, actually the first girl I ever REALLY liked. Good ol' Lindsey Boots. I wonder what ever happened to her. It was junior year of high school; we had 3D art together, sat at the same table. She was quiet and athletic, played softball I believe. I actually called her, twice, but no answer, I was so scared to call, let alone leave a message. Then that summer I became a Christian, I kept an eye out for her at school, but didn't really pursue anything. I guess its just one of those, "I wonder what would have been" moments. But now I am here and I know that the "would've been" moments are "never could've been" moments, because God is sovereign of all that jazz. Still makes you wonder though. I mean, of the five girls I have ever really liked, she was the first. That could look good on a resume for her. Or not, ha. you have my love.