This wasn't my intent

I've gone and done it; I've become the type of friend that I hate. We used to be really good friends, like the hangout everyday sort of friend. And I'm not sure how it came to this, but I was retracing the steps in my mind over this past week. I started working, and then school, and then working out. But it was before then really. And it wasn't any one thing, but just a busyness that kept us from catching up. And then I began ignoring his phone calls, at first just meaning to call him back later, but I would forget and so it would go. I email every once in a while, but short When chatting with other people I'm always quick to mention a story or two about us from the "good times", and I suppose it makes me miss that connection. And I guess that's why I'm writing this, and it maybe it will seem cheesy to me later, but when I was thinking about it today it was really real for me. So, I'm sorry Jesus, I've been a shitty friend lately, but I want you to know that I still love you, and I'm really thankful that you still love me.

Yours truly,
Travis